Objects, in the mirror
are closer
than they appear.
It's off to work we go...
I race to arrive at a place I disdain, a fixture
in perpetual arrivals
and departures. Cloaked in a scowl
an aura that screams for distance. I invision myself invisible,
untouchable: Queen; of the Escalators,
of the maze of gates , of a path I could walk blindfolded.
I destroy my actuality
for eight and a half solid hours, supress
the "fuck it" on the tip of tongue and finger.
When that sentence is sufficiently served, I am a little less
proud myself alive...a little more: tired disgusted angry...
Mask on a bit more firmly, to fall
into a dreamless sleep, wake to rinse and repeat.
Don't know if this s finished it came to me on my commute...
I live authentically after midnight. Free
the locs of my hair. Disrobe
from this disingenous uniform; the symbols
of a surrealist reality that make dreaming possible.
I enjoy the nightlife provided by my couch,
an errant scrap of paper, an upright pencil.
The I who I am when I'm allowed to be real:
doesn't want power
doesn't want authority
doesn't want to wake-up one day and find my mask melded on.
Using Houdini methodology, I slip my bonds
dislocate my smile
to a time more suitable; a place less demanding.
A disappearing act, where I'm allowed to be more
me.
Psalms for the Disaffected
We pledge allegiance with phantom limbs, over
the ill-stitched holes of our hearts.
Anomalies
Poem #100 and I wrote this at work using only the letters from ^that word.
Soon’s a snail moan
slime line ill on saline
a lesson lost: all men lie…
An alias no name alien;
I sin no less,
Am insane—an ass…
All moons name me: alone.
Smile mama, loan me some ease,
a sail, some sol
sell me a session
mail me a sea.
Steam
You are another copper heart in a world of copper pieces. A hydraulic pump. A tin filament sorting through impurities. You are the crankshaft on the zeppelin mother-ship; your flywheel is spinning rapidly, uncontrolled. Break our ribcages open and watch our cogs countdown. Watch us become obsolete. Watch our mechanisms rust till they're irreplaceable. Watch us run dry, watch us die.
Touch
Nerve endings like outstretched fingers,
hoping for a grip, a grasp
a touch.
There are promises whirling the tips of each pad,
epidermal edicts against being senseless.
Pollination
Intuitively dandelions burst forth
a million wishes floating; dreams of chaos.
Weeds have already championed Darwin. Proliferate unchecked,
unbalanced equations of what equals beauty.
Blind your eyes of the beholder; you would settle for what is common. Mudane
in your ability to hate the thorns, but love a rose.
PAD2011 - Day 3
I could take these steps
stumble towards you; oasis.
Drown in your waters that may be sands
or may be the one place I could imagine staying,
if it exist-- if you exist. I could stumble into you,
home after a night of binge drinking;
if I didn't think I imagined you real
